best friend.

I used to have a really good best friend. We were together everyday, all day. But now she decided to do to me what she's always done, she found new ones...again.

And me? I'm left in the cold without a "best friend". My closest person to being a best friend is Thomas, and he's my boy friend.

I want a best friend, like her...but I don't have one.

And somehow in all this friend drama, I can still find a light. Because I'd rather be in love than to be betrayed by another "best friend"

Picture of the Day♥

i love youu

I've seen better days.

I don't know what's wrong today. It snowed, there wasn't any school...

All day today I just stayed in my bed room on the computer, and I don't know why I've been depressed for the past two days.

Everything with Thomas and his family is fine, all my drama at school is FINALLY cleared up, I don't have anything to be depressed about. But I still don't feel happy. Maybe it's just the fact that I've been bored all day.

Lately I have been depressed about the way that my dad is turning out. I fear that he might end up like my papaw JB one day, and I don't really know how to talk to him about it. He doesn't go to church, and he sits and drinks all day. I don't want all of this to happen to my dad. I thought about talking to my grandma about it, but I don't want him mad at me.. I don't know what to do, and I fear I'm running out of options for him.

Snow...

Today it snowed in Horse Cave...it was surprising.

I didn't play in the snow today, in fact all I did was go out and get a bowl full of snow for snow cream that I didn't even like. I thought I'd give it a try. All day I sat in my room playing guitar hero or call of duty and I couldn't get the thoughts of my childhood out of my mind.
I can remember when it would snow Jordan and I would always go out and have a snow ball fight, every time. Or we'd sled. I can't remember the last time that I actually had fun in the snow.
I miss alot of things about my childhood. I know that I'm not that old, and I know that Jordan grew up...but i miss him from time to time..


On a brighter note, here's the picture of the day;